Welcome To The Show Where I’m The Main Attraction:

1. Last & First Name: Schubel,Dezmin
2. Date Of Birth: 02/22/1994
3. Eye Color: Blue/Green
4. Hair Color: Light Brown. 
5. Height: 5 feet 6 inches
6. Weight: 130 lbs. 
7. Ethnicity: Caucasian (German Decent) Native American (Cherokee) 

          Born and raised in Maryland. Dreams are on the west coast. Nineteen years of life seems like everything when it’s nothing. You’re born into a world where freedom is limited. You now have an ID number. Your identity is not yours. You have the right of speech but you don’t have the right to actually be heard. Beauty is your measurements on your outside. To be intelligent you must have paper proof. And the only thing left thicker than the drinks you sip is the blood through your veins. 

          The matters of your heart is what lives but the matter of your mind if what followed. You now base your life off emotions instead of spiritual principals. You tear yourself down more then they tear you down. Now you point the finger to them and forget three are pointing back at you. You now are settling for less, you have knocked yourself off your stool and now your sense of worthiness is demolished. No one loves you, for you do not love yourself. That extra layer of fat is not appealing today but tomorrow you won’t mind. You want perfectionism. For something you create with drugs. Only to realize your illusion has now faded it’s time for a substitution. Your legs are now easier to open up then your heart, and you backtracked. Only to finding your steps back at square one - depression. Your relationship crumbled. You now have bad grades. Your work ethnic decreased. Your free time is now consisted of sleep. You now wouldn’t mind being a bird, but even birds are limited only to the sky. You are now in a state of hypnosis. Welcome to the world.